lifes an illusion. dreams are a taboo

2005-06-08T07:46:00.000-07:00

MOVED (:

gah i am sick of facing this black thing

http://ripplesflippers.blogspot.com

2005-06-08T05:10:00.000-07:00

i like danielle's i love section (:

i loved every moment we spent today. (: its true

ha ha i went with gLAM and crazy crocodile alien to shop! AHH. i am feeling the guilt of excessive spending. man it feels like the old days. (: i litter my things with smiley faces. we laughed at rubbish together again. i love that! we shopped till we were so tired and our legs were aching. but i still love it. many stuffs! then there were so many interesting shops!!

i would turn back time and wish everyone and everything stayed the same. no one will be thinking too much and all will be fine. we would have very frequent outings. everyone would have good friendships, happy relationships, loads of stress and not as much shops to shop in. everyone would be amicable, and things might just happen right.

many things have been happening.

2005-06-03T19:21:00.000-07:00

was my entry really confusing? i tell you its not. its just a conversation between tresbian and me! tresbian i know you are really delighted. tresbian is so lovely you know she went to send me the whole conversation cause i cannot keep it in my box but i can keep it in my inBOX. (: i know you'll doing flag selling today.

oh danielle it never was a fantasy. how about telling me yours. insidiousf-ugue i can pronounce.

i think chase was so sad. luckily its not the last episode. maybe she'll come back to him. he couldnt even say 'dont go'. but i guess this always happens

you know drums' so fun and lovely. that james man assured us we joined the right class. sarah and i giggled then he immediately asked us to share our joke. he is a funny man! reminded me of i better not say. i tell you he asks us to form a band la. such an aspiring man! rahh i love the wallet we bought. i hope she grins from ear to ear as soon as she receives it.

its a hot saturday. just the right day to go fishing. (: did i mention i loved the leadership training course! it was hot! so inspirational and depressing at the same time. made us realise we were quite useless. but well nevermind we shall rise in ranks! sheena we draw up a fellowship plan kae! -laughs till then.

2005-05-28T06:30:00.000-07:00

tres bien says:
why never reply ): do you know i cried?

you know i love my tres bian she is so funny. let me give you a clue she wears bespactacles! and she says 'oh my did my father paint his car silver?' and she runs around the table twenty times and pants like crazy. i love it when she comes over. any idea who she is? hah hokaymokay i know and its good enough

sophia i dont know how to fax the thing over! everytime i try and then i forget to put the next slip of paper in the tramsaction is cancelled. what a marvellous fax machine. i am going to fix it until it works for me. (: i'm sure

we should keep all the little notes and letters we wrote into this wonderful box. then as the days go by the notes will increase. these contents will be the source of happiness and material for reminiscing when we grow up and need some laughter! i'm sure these things will bring the smile back to our faces.

a hug is enough to brighten up a day. *:)

let the music heal your soul. i love lstening to music. i missed the food fest today. i'm going to use every ounce of my strength to force my mummy to bring me there. i'm sure my grandma would love to go!

clara lock! LETS GO OUT. (: i havent been out with you for long too. i love holidays! this is officially the first day in the holidays. i love lazing around having nothing to do! except those hmwork. dampening. still! IAMHAPPY.

tres bien says:
i think the best is imtruelove_mrsneo_print@hotmail.com

tres bien says:
or leave it as mrbrightside lah! SO BUNG

tres bien says:
hahah

when you have no one (: says:
YOU MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD

tres bien says:
really? i cannot hear ):

when you have no one (: says:
oh my you remember her neo surname

tres bien says:
i want to hear the melodious sounds of your wheezing!

when you have no one (: says:
you must have fallen for her

tres bien says:
KRAZY KOW!

tres bien says:
I JUST KNOW COS YOURE MY FRIEND (:

tresbian is the joy of my life !!!

2005-05-19T05:00:00.000-07:00

perspectives shift.

nicole we'll do it next year! (: x country was so fun. i love running and seeing people running and giving small shouts of encouragement to people around. nicole says if we pushed harder we'll have ended up getting a position too! but its alright we'll try harder and do it next year kae! the finishing point was so fun. everyone was crowding there. i think those runners are so very good. they run with perfect grace and much determination. i love seeing them run in!

but it rained. that was so irritating they made us all cuddle in that small tent. everyone was full of perspiration and it was so stuffy and stinky! they didnt give out the prizes i think they'll do it tmr. i think imitation imitation is so cute

then sophia natasha and yingwai and me went out! sarah was supposed to come but we lost her and sheena and whoever. (: haha i think i love coffee bean. and i saw nff at j8! so many people at j8. oh my its damn anti climax there is actually school tmr. i think its quite wrong. and there is training tmr. even more ):

2005-05-14T07:17:00.000-07:00

i will cry for you
i will die for you
everything i do i do it for you

if the spirit and casing have died have i?
more to the point can anything be beaten? or are we in turn the ones doing the beating? are we beating and defeating oursleves by trying to find ourselves? generally i dont know and am left more confused than when i started.
its ridiculous, but maybe the feeling of loss, is what life is, yet we try to find more complex explanations. who knows? the satisfaction you can get outta eatting yogurt from a tube is endless, and so simple, yet perfect. why can life not be one giant frube. this is quite depressing

i have to put up this crappy pretence in front of you. i'm not very willing to. one day i'll explode and you'll see the true volcano in me. ha i laugh it is not that serious so dont give this a thought.
the flesh is willing but the spirit is weak.
we cannot get anything right. perhaps we should all be democratic and take a vote. if you'll are not happy with us we wont have a place at all. like she said win your hearts. doubtfully hard so contradicting right. yuck yuck bellow hellow dellow

on a lighter note
there is no lighter note. hjifdohjwiufuhfuhfuhfuhufhduf company with natasha and sophia. if you want to be my lover. such a catchy tune! oh and natasha saw who she longed to see. sophia hides her money in her secret compartment. i know where it is. -i smirk. one day lets go to the flea market!

we're going for some walking at macritchie tomorrow. are you excited? my big daddy is. he plans it all. we are to wake up at 645 and leave the house at 730. full of plans. i love it i feel like we have an aim and that is good.

eh yes jaime! i miss you. haha but you came training on friday. but you didnt go today ):
all table tennis ALERT. there is photo taking on monday. be punctual. 315 at the foyer in full school uniform. most importantly! remember to look pretty (((((:

2005-05-07T22:36:00.000-07:00

i've been out of here for too long ((:

happy mother's day! thank our momsies for all that love and care guidance and protection. (: i love my mummy. mummy mummy mummy!

i came to know of a new friend and we talked. i discovered the other side of her. she always looked nonchalent and happy but deep down inside it was never the same. she fought endless battles with herself and came out what she was. hard days shaped her hard nights made her. to my new friend. they have no right to hurl abuse. maybe its becuase they can never run, much less survive their brutal past.

words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup.
they slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe
pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind
possessing and caressing me.

i ended up thinking if we didnt do what we did and i didnt say what i said. would we still be happy until this very day. it had been close to a year and yet i cant stop thinking. see my new friend its okay to think.

digressing
its okay at least i love writing to moose. she makes me smile (:

we got to move on.
i miss listening to good charlotte.
their songs are so relative
how about weird is relative to the addams family
weird

2005-04-22T02:39:00.000-07:00

booboo ((: oh ole you're so fine you're so fine you blow my mind ohh ole! oh oh oh ole! dont you just admire them for their speed and their passion for the sport? i think its amazing. everyone put in so much hardwork and effort.

sports day was a tad boring compared to last year. no one seems to care and no one cheers. our class is so dead. a few people wont make a difference. was it always like that? the company makes a difference. people are so two faced it is such a sad thing. the stayover was great! how i wish we can go to school together every morning.

cedarians were pouring into the stadium in all directions in the morning.

yay i am proud of our ole people they tried theit best to motivate us to cheer. but so many had their lips sealed like it will hurt for them to cheer. life has became monotoneous i feel like theres nothing to look forward to in school. the same old surroundings and no one there. i want the rewind button everythings too overated.

we went out today. so many of us and it felt okay at first but it became to stressful later. everyone was feeling so angsty i dunt know why. maybe everyone's feeling tired. but no not everyone diana and clara were crazily noisy. the rest of us were bored. )): dunt you think going out everyday and walking aimlessly can prove to be something horrible too? i used to think it was fun. maybe as the days go by it becomes very boring

on a lighter note
me and danielle are communicating over the whiteboard now! so fun. i havent seen my big bird for long. (:
i saw her sexy cheerleading moves
sports day wasnt that bad after all
rachel was so nice i love her and that orange balloon
sheena was so lovely and happy i like to see her so i'd smile
jean the fishball too!
i finally caught up with yingwai ((:
natasha and sophia were nice and wonderful. just dunt be so angsty i cant stand it
liane clara diana belle ((:

2005-04-09T06:20:00.000-07:00

you know miracles do happen and i am so happy and eternally grateful! ((: you know its like oh my we didnt expect that and just that afternoon everyone was so despondent and giving up hope already. even when we played with rg we felt the surge of disappointment. but the miracle was right beside us just at the other table and we seriously owe them a favour!

but i cant deny there's nothing wrong with me. something's seriously wrong

mryau even mentioned that if we think miracles will not happen. a mircale just happened yesterday. and you know they have nothing for helping us but they fought for us. i think i ought to learn from them. thats in my opinion i am in no position to say anything for anyone. and i know what she is going through right now. and i sympathise with her. )):

good things dunt come easy and some people just have everything and you know sometimes you envy them but they had worked hard to achieve what they are capable of now. you know without that perseverence and determination not to play any stupid balls and through that sheer hardwork did they become what they are today. we need not envy them. we have to try and make a difference ourselves.

so many things left to do.

you know true courage is on tv now and i think its truely motivational. on television all we see are the artificial sides and the pretty people with nice makeup and the scripts they are made to memorise and act it out. people always complain that they are not pretty enough they are not slim enough. dunt you think these are issues that should not bother us at all? any idea how many unfortunate people there are out there? you know if they can survive and just leave from hand to mouth they feel like its more than enough. we lead this pampered life. such that even when we go for some camps we cannot take it.

while you see those old people still going strong and collecting cans and selling them just to support their familes. watch the show. who doesnt want a holiday? but with a holiday they cant sell newspapers and they have no source of income on that day. everyday is like a new hope to them. everything in their house was given to them. the son had to take up so many odd jobs. and the old mum had to worry about her doctor's bills and son's dialysis's bills.

tragic. what they need is financial help. so many people in this society can offer this help but how many of us actually does that?

on a lighter note
we're in top four! both divs! ((: and for the first time ever no one seemed unhappy about today's saturday training. mryau treated us to pizza. but our sec fours are leaving. )):

enough of this. till then.

2005-03-31T03:39:00.000-08:00

but i want you to know. i'm adick i'm addicted to you ((:

you know there are always bound to be a winning party and a losing one. after so many years of netting us cant you let us net you? every year you're our biggest enemy. )): but you know this is just merely a sport and we just all try to play well. why are there so many arguements? you feel sore? lets try again! cant we just be friendly? maybe its too hard and the idea is incorrect. okay i dunt feel like saying anything now.

and yes wanling! please dont be so stressed. you know just remember they are as scared of us as we are of them. and you know you put so much pressure on yourself. dunt kae? have confidence ah! you know you can we know you do. we'll always be behind you kae? yes the best for tmr. ((: stick together and try your best. ((:

oh i think i sound stupid. and misslim has left. yucks you know we have all came to like her. she's extremely nice. and that kind of warm look. ohh my so sad. i'm sick of being alone when are you coming home. lets play the astronaut's game.

i'm screwing up every little thing i try to do. i havent listened to this cd for such a long time. last night i had to study for this test. i forgot man i'm dead and now my brain is bursting out of my head. once again i think its no use. i'm screwing up every little thing i'm trying to do.

yucks fia nat and dhilshad are so embarrassing. one day i'll show everyone your horrid pictures. ((:

oh this is long. bottomline. cdiv! just do your best for tmr. like one macho clap sexiness? till then.

2005-03-26T03:13:00.001-08:00

oh how i love shopping with my aunties and my exb***. they have something that i dont have , something called money, and they buy me things that i want. how i LOVE. ((: but its bad so i spend a little.

you know, most of us have decided how we look at life and the events in it and we tend to use the same approach for everything. If we found that a sense of realism is helpful in one part of our life, then we are likely to use it in every other part of our life even if it is having the opposite effect from the one we want. dunt you think so? human nature. isnt life a bit rigid like that?

we look at life like its such a big word. yes i think it is. there are so many parts to this word life which i dunt understand. l i f e. these four letters have a great impact on us. you see people from all walks of life. how they are trying so hard to fit into their lives. what they cant control because life's not up to what we want it to be.

i think our upbringing also has strong influence. if we had always wanted to fit in with the crowd in school it almost certainly required a level of cynicism and criticism that you can take with you even all the way to adult life. if your parents were telling you everything was possible, you may have adopted their optimistic perspective or rebelled against it. to each differ.

lovelies today! and belle belle came back with these funny earings which i think is damn amusing. she looks every bit like a hawaiian lady with those straw skirts and nice coconuts tops. and sophia and natasha spent the night together. how irritating. if only there were no training. and i can hear my popo complaining about her coconut biscuits she had excitedly bought from carrefour, she said they contained so much milk. music to the ears. ((:

heating up damn fast

2005-03-13T18:16:00.000-08:00

the holidays are here! should we squeal in excitement or just get vexed over the tons of homework we have? and the numerous tests when school reopens? i think we should be happy((: you know because we have so much time to sleep. and homework is just something that we have to do regardless of whether we have school or not. so why sigh?

oh my legs are still aching from that crazy exercise jiaolian made us do. but i think its very fun! i think getting the satisfaction from cancelling of the homework you have done is so fabulous.

you look back at the photos you took. think back on those times. have you grown up? each and every photo shows you and the moment you have snapped down. do you somehow ask yourself why you were so happy in those pictures and why can't you be that happy now? is our society becoming increasingly stressful? where everyone is bounded by sterotypes and benchmarks. with notions like yes you have to do this. you must do this.

i am very bothered by this.

i read my brother's literature journal. okay i saw it on his table and i secretly read it. he said my parents expectations of him were too high. my parents are afraid that he cannot catch up with his brainy peers and are always asking him to study. everything's about marks. he had 15/25 for lit and the first thing my mum asked was whats the highest. does that really matter? why have we created a dog-eat-dog world out of this pleasant world of ours? oh and he was so very cute. he asked his teacher to give him more lit homework. sometimes i just admire this little brother of mine((:

on a lighter note, i'm expecting natasha.

2005-03-05T03:29:00.000-08:00

if you were to die tomorrow. whats the last thing you want to do? have you ever thought of all the fascinating things like why are you trapped in the body of you. and have the spirit of me which is you.

YUCKS its so mind boggling. i dont want my love to go to waste i want you your beautiful soul

had training in the morning today and it was family games day too. i tell you it didnt really work cause it didnt seem family at all. the school was still quite empty. haha okay actually very empty except for a few parents here and there. ((: then went to meet my lovelies and go for tuition. they hung up on me like they always do. the hint: joanne didnt come today.

haha then tuition was like something foreign. and we had that table again. i like! then we went to one corner to relax! haha it really was one corner. sophia had the loveliest icecream while natasha was so fascinated that some people went ohshit when they saw her. haha she loves shit

and we went to city hall. yucks our mission failed badly today. like there were no one no one. the world's so empty where did everyone die to? and monday! its the day. my brother's going to camp. yay good cause he's a noisy man. wonder if he felt this way when i went to camp

no lah he loves me. ((((:
if i was a wealthy girl

2005-02-28T05:05:00.000-08:00

we're stand up
pull through
and do it

give me one macho clap!
HOO! ((:

determination will pull us through

2005-02-12T07:47:00.000-08:00

new year was great. i loved the majong. lets play somemore its so fantabulous! ((: haha you know old love songs are so nice. i knew i loved you before i met you.

yes! went for my daddy's new year gathering today at uncle jeffery's house. haha there are five of them which means five families. their house was like huge and yes its the same la. we go there every year. the five of them are good old pals. same age kae! all born in the year of the rooster so this is their year! they went to army together, shared so many stuffs together and loads of funny stories. the five of them always sit at the table and talked over wine. haha and then the wives will interact la! ho! i also talked to them. they are so amusing and they dunt talk intellectually. so nice i like! ((: TSKful

hahah i was let in on a secret! they were actually bitching! haha can you imagine like some laydees (not very young) doing that? so cute!!! they're so amusing. but their topic is so interesting its about homosexuals. okay maybe not homos, more to lesbians. cause there were these two laydees there, auntie christine's friends in the property region. and yes they were so intimate with each other and one was super laydee like and the other yeah typical short short hair. haha they are not that young kae. and yes theyre lesbians and have been staying with each other for very long already. ((:

so amazing you know. they are so brave! know how many protests they got at first? but cause of something called l-o-v-e they stuck to each other. and whats so amazing is that they got two sons. haha its called adoption. saw them walking in with the two sons and it feels weird ((: but they look so cute together.

its so amazing. true love la <3333333333333333

oh drats i have so much more hmwork and so many tests next week. )): everyday's passing all too fast.
ohhh its getting late. are we still going to indecent place tmr? tata.

2005-02-05T19:47:00.000-08:00

some kisses and a tinge of the orange sky in a bottle for me. if i said i want you back will you kindly give yourself to me? haha rubbish! okay i tell you when i am bored i think a lot. ah! why do weekends pass that fast? i just did my biography about this smashed- story of a drunken girlhood story book. its so amazing how booze is a stand in for good judgement, a cover up for shyness, a short cut to courage and whatever. will you turn to booze? haha when drugs are deemed super dangerous, teenagers turn to booze as the alternative. ohh my. terrible! but its quite nice i guess

ah! my brother's asking me about his hmwork. and its so funny. his school has a totally different approach about hmwork. ((: oh the new year is coming! are you just so excited? all the new year songs on tv. they sound so festive and joyful! i like. and valentines coming up and so many tests. thats like yucks. competitions are creeping up fast aint it?

everytime i hear songs on radio i love them. let me love you. everything! every one of them convey a special feeling. and i did a biography on benji! everything about how good charlotte was formed((: oh my so nice. and their songs are so human and portrays what they feel. you should let me love you.. oohhh. all those inner struggle they felt. and instead of me against the world it is me against myself. understand! haha hail hail. how about confronting who you really are? and yucks my daddy just switched off my radio! he thinks i am making too much noise. but its okay. i have been making a racket since morning and woke him up thats why he wants revenge. anything la. he bought me breakfast anyway. ((:

2005-02-05T02:25:00.000-08:00

oh its a record its a record! haha twenty okay. can you believe it. ohh my so many. and we saw two who should be returning to toapayoh. its called the indecent place. haha ((:

ask how we managed to go! all cause we didnt go tuition. haha is that bad. not so la right. and you know what! suchen and peiyu are so good they go and beat mryau three times! ((: ohh my so PRO. yay! and stupid natasha and sophia were wearing their three cm skirt. so sexy la. TRY to be only. haha

so we went towning! and fia bought her wallet. oh my its so nice and natasha starts complaining. haha yours is nice too la! and that crazy woman is so funny. she makes me laugh! haha fia went for god's sake that dog is lighter than me. then nat went how about for buddha's sake. haha oh my so funny. and i'm laughing as i type this. ohhh beautiful soul's on radio. lalala am i crazy for wanting you. baby do you think you could want me too? jesse has nice songs. haha she's no you is nice! yingwai is nice ((:

ohh my mummy and aunties went to bake pineapple tarts. so yummylicious! oh my actually not la. its too sweet. nevermind it must be sweet and blissful. ohh i love that lovesick snail it is so cute

fia repeat stuffs and nat laughs terribly.

2005-01-29T03:42:00.000-08:00

i walk this empty street
on a boulevard of broken dreams

i'm surrounded by imposters
everywhere i go

HOhoHO training was dreary today. haha and it was so scary and restricted i know why. i feel like rubbing yingwai all over with milk so she'll have a milky laugh. i'll do that after i get jesse from her. stupid copyright code )):

and i love my demented fia and nat! ((: haha we went for tuition today! and yucks i cant stand that tap flowing chee. she is such a talker. like a bullet train! haha and fia's chicken is the fugliest thing in the whole world trust me. oh my its a disaster to art! please scold her. haha and then we went to my house to play swings! ((: so fun i like! fia is a rough rugby ball. she is so rough okay! with a small surface area of course like NUT! haha KAWAII! oh my god so cute i like.

i love my pixies. the wonderfulest things on earth.

2005-01-25T05:28:00.000-08:00

okay let me tell you something. misschng is so apprehensive! i love her la. (((: she is so funny she makes me laugh. haha and she asked us for number and size. like huh?

i have many tests nowadays. no lah actually not a lot. is three counted a lot? monday passed like a crazy fast day. too fast! cause me and shuen went out! i like eh! we walked and talked and walked a lot. and found everywhere. its ours la.

yingwai's boo is so cute. its mine too ((: its called a ghost la. haha i like strawberry flavoured creams. it reminds me of. go think!

how can i let you go
leave you walking without a trace

ahhh! you know what. its coming! )):

2005-01-20T07:37:00.000-08:00

i am so efficient la. this is so weird and i want to LAUGH! its wrong la. oh training today know and now training ended. ((: and YAY! thats great cause there's no training tomorrow! so many ccas started their tournaments already. so EXCITING! whee

and yay i shall type out what yingwai wrote on this SMALL note just for me. please be jeaous!
Leeza!
Boruwonagelebahanekaehru
Yona. eh! isnt this the doke doke song? i like!
i dunt want a pretty face
i dunt want just anyone to hold
i dunt want my love to go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul
am i crazy for wanting you
baby do you think you could want me too
i dunt want to waste you time
courtesy of yw ((:

haha FIE FIA FLY! yay i love my container classroom friend ((: haha how about nat! of course x)

i think its still super weird

i am so used to people smacking me i hate it! please let me smack! HOW ABOUT THAT. i think yuqin has gone mad she is like a lanky grasshopper. jumping merrily among the wheats.

where is my lollipop field?

i am a good shakespearian! hahah fia taught me this!
" wherefore art thou, ROMEO? "
i know what it means! YAY

2005-01-19T03:48:00.000-08:00

whee I LOVE ORANGE!

haha okay today's short day! like all wednesdays. i like okay! then after school fia nat ziyan and me went out. haha isnt that wonderful! then xiaowei couldnt go cause she had to do her stupid research and rahrah! haha her daddy let her go for tennis training outside! thats great

and we went from pacific plaza to wisma then to hereen cause we cant find the wallet we wanted you know. ((: and ziyan made us walk so fast like we're some crazy cows. haha no lah cause we were all in a rush. she had to meet her friend! and we had to rush to tuition. WE BOUGHT THE WALLET! and ziyan caused an earthquake. okay she's crazy

and nat bought her ever so pretty roxy pencilcase! and she is so happy like a prawn. fia bought her slippers! haha her feet are weeny. dont look like right. a splendied trip cause we all got what we wanted! I LIKE.

then we rushed off for tuition. and beishan beishan beishan! and her friend. haha i know her name kae just that i forgot. and yayy we got a lot of points! we're going to win ((: WHEE! i'm so proud of my chinese book i really designed it a lot a lot okay!

training tmr )):

2005-01-15T03:27:00.000-08:00

its a damn cold night

haha know where this is from? this made me realise i havent been listening to my old cds for a long long time )): but its okay! cause i'm falling in love with many other songs. boulevard of broken dreams (((: I LOVE.

okay went for training in the morning! it was fun la actually. i can almost remember last year's training during this period. aint that great? aint no mountain high enough. and yes signing in and out is so fun i like! makes you feel like ohhh so wanted. then we went for tuition! and fia and nat were wearing shorts but they had a problem with me wearing my shorts. WEIRD arent they?

yes and we're so irritated by that teacher she is like a bullet train. and not only like a bullet train but like a bullet train not on schedule so she thinks she has to go so fast x98409427829759823. yucks. isnt that bad? and so disappointed our lumbering bear didnt go! oh my we were wondering what she would wear. black and white? haha plus*plus's gang. oh my so funny.

oh i shall tell you a secret. fia cant sleep properly according to nat. she swings her hand here and there and scratches the wall! oh my like a little crazy lion right. and she talks a lot. even in her sleep she is that talkative.

drop it like its hot.

2005-01-12T03:01:00.000-08:00

i walk a lonely road the only i that i have ever known

dont know where it goes but it's home to me and i walk alone

i walk this empty street on the boulevard of broken dreams

where the city sleeps and im the only one and i walk alone

i walk alone

my shadows the only ones that walks beside me

my shallow hearts the only thing thats beating

sometimes i wish someone out there will find me

till then i walk alone i walk alone

oh my i LOVE this song ((: so wonderful. shit sorry natasha for the pin. you know what i think people reading here, my blog and natasha's blog get VERY confused. hahah but quite obvious right. got colour code one. HAHAH CODE. (inside joke!) nevermind lah right anyway we are a source of entertainment. HO like merry christmas the twelfth night is long over. eh you know i am getting the bag on FRIDAY. leexiuqi is a cheater lah she "PANGSEH" me. HAH. xiaowei's favourite phrase! i think it sounds weird :/ OH anyway. we are having the stupid instructorbuckteeth thing tmr only we dont actually GET instructorbuckteeth. but anyway insturctorbuckteeth already knows shes instructorbuckteeth. oh im confusing myself typing all those insturctorbuckteeths. i typed it out FIVE times! not copy and paste ah. oh we got irritating xiuqi. hahahhh not my group natasha's oh shit TEST tmr i must go and find the answers! hahah BYE

know what? table tennis shirts are out! can you see i'm excited!

and i keep seeing that kor. everywhere. should i be happy! you know something? actually i think o is not bad at all. and i'm not looking forward to climbing up and down tmr! and plus there's training! makes it double yucks

i love orange lollies. give me some will you?

larger than life! i need a hero! nat and me went for tuition today! and the teacher was talking so fast she's really like a bullet train! and it's so interesting i tell you. cause the teacher is damn boring LAH! okay i love true. really! will someone sing to me?

one day i shall fly.

i feel like stuffing you into the dustbin. orange dustbins that is.

school's not nice at all. everyday got loads of hmwork. should i laugh? (((: you know i still like the i love you song its so lovely! ultimately. we should do english cause i'm in love with. nahh dunt probe. and yes! i love my yw.

eh why you neevr tell me anything! what what what who who who huh huh huh where where where!! you are so cunning i tell you! hahah red alert. i can believe you actually have a name for it.

hello leena! i think i might just love you. you're like so cool! hahah leena's my favourite lee.

leeza?? PFFT. BECAUSE SHE DOESNT TELL ME STUFF I HATE IT!!

next week i buy the drink lah okay! take turns, so economical! my first mavis lesson! the teacher was so fast i could have died ))): but the lesson passed so slowwwly! such a disgusting combination, no? thanks sophia for the pin!

went home after school to do er. stuff. hahahah yes and then left for kovan!

climbing thing tomorrow i hate the pong okay!

i'm natasha by the way!

2005-01-08T05:20:00.000-08:00

i tell you something. haha keshihui! of course i didnt mention you. you go and draw all over me! haha then make me look ugly only right! and use my purple pen somemore! but of course yes i think of you EVERY sec! ((: haha thats a bit overdone but yes ITS HOW MUCH I MISS YOU ALL la. i still like THAT SONG. lets sing okay?

lam yw! i tell you your conversations are most interesting. please TELL ME MORE TELL ME MORE! haha your heart is so fragile it had already broken a few times. so dunt try and kid me ah! haha yes i miss you also la! so you must come often and pass me things! eh you drop crumbs also my fault! i shoot you ah.

elaine tatoos are bad )))): are you sad for that boy? so scary i tell you

yes nellie me too! haha glad to hear that you're HAPPY! haha great isnt it! ((:

yes nat! pongie wonkie is so cute i tell you! haha and i know you look forward to THE DAY! i saw in school today. oh my shld have seen how she looked! you're be mesmerized. I KNOW.

magdelene is so funny! eh i know you're happy in jc so stay that way okay! and you promised to visit i'll be waiting! haha i'm sure everyone will be so glad to see you little business woman! haha dunt forget you're the twirling girl okay! it's so nice talking to mags! ((: I LIKE. a lot. haha behind the water fountain lies a dark secret.

my wallet still cant be found. how sad is that!

i love my chocs

2005-01-07T03:33:00.000-08:00

how careless can i get. i actually left my wallet in the toilet. equals missing! hhaha die! oh my all the pretty neos are in there ))))): please take neoprint with me again! esp you ah!

haha rightfully mine too racheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel! I MISS YOU THIS MUCH! haha be my good morning lady okay! i'll take bus with you! SOON ((:

its a far cry. its so different. i want to go out soon! i dunt belong there. eh! i like to listen to songs please play a song for me! you know its only the first week but i'm drained already! is that bad or what. training's became so tiring suddenly. why suddenly? beats me.

haha yingwai's having some very interesting conversations with her very special person! go ask her! oh my i laugh she cracks me up. no wait i still have to say something. i lost my wallet! how much shit am i going to get for doing that!

i like notebooks do you?

i like walking around in the corridors. whats so gay and amusing about tri xie! she is crazy i tell you. you know something? i dunt look forward to waking up early and completing hmwork and answering questions. we shld all just KEEP QUIET. i think the pongie wonkie is so cute right natasha!

haha danielle's hair still looks like a little chick. right?

HOHO! training's becoming more stressful. we dunt need to be on the train to say this right! nonsense. shucks my table's getting messy. not a good sign.

2005-01-05T04:40:00.000-08:00

everythings going on.

know i am starting to miss NG and her antics. i saw her today walking at the corridor and all those memories came flooding back! haha I LIKED THAT!

and i like sitting next to xiaowei. and ziyan! and sarah! so far yet so near.

i miss my two oains. now seeing them in the corridors. walking around classes. i just wonder why we cant all become three o. i'd love that. (((: oh my there is training tmr! how irritating can that get. i just finished chinese i am uber proud of myself! haha no la

pongie wonkie.

mushroomhead-born of desire
Pleasing Dreams Are Few
And Far Between The Good
And Badly Needed Breaks In Life
Just So You Don't Hate Yourself

Born Of Desire
Conspired Denial
Be Your Own Messiah
Savior, Everything
I Am The Liar J
ester To The Sire
I Burn With You
Fire Walk With MeI

f You Believe In Some Kind Of Masterwork
This Was All Meant For Something I
Am Truly Sorry
Although I'm Really Laughing Inside
Because I Know This All Comes Out To Nothing

2005-01-01T20:59:00.000-08:00

lets all have a SMASHING 2005 okay! forget everything and let this be a new start! so all must be HAPPY! ((((:

has been raining a lot nowadays yeah? the weather is always so cold. i can sleep without the fan! i just hope it doesnt rain tomorrow! tomorrow will be good cause its a new new day! school's starting. maybe if it was last year i'll be so excited. but this year i carry mixed emotions. how how! lets just let tomorrow worry for itself. i'm half excited! oh yes tmr its the gathering at the courtyard? cant wait!

had some plans to go out today but nahh didnt go cause of this dampening rain. but oh well its okay too. i shall get myself into the oh-there's-school-tmr mood! haha i just really finished all my homework. is that great! yayy.

know something. i like to listen to songs and feel what the songs make me feel. every song makes me feel different and some songs do bring back memories. i love listening to songs! i want to listen to alot alot of songs! haha

i read the papers and yes

a tragedy helps put life in perspective
it shows you the fragility of existence
it makes you grateful for what you have
it makes you want to be a better person and to lead a more grounded, upright life
BUT.
how many of us had vowed to life a more exemplary life after Sept11, only to get sidetracked, as the months went by?
how many had renewed these vows when the Iraq war took place and images of death were flashed again, only to fall by the wayside soon?
think about it.

2004-12-30T01:37:00.000-08:00

you know what, i think we must treasure every min ((:

SEE! one year passed so soon. its time for us to reflect on everything we did. i just read mag's entry and yes everything that happened had a certain impact on everyone, on me. so many things we went through together! be it classmates teammates and friends. HOHOHO! LETS NOT BE SAD HERE KAE. its just that friends leave. friends come! but with my friends it's ample enough i dunt need the world. i'm certain about that.

ALL THE SILLY PICTURES WE TOOK.
ALL THE CRAZY CHATS WE HAD.
I LIKED THAT

doom's day?
take care everyone out there. should we be happy we're not plagued with natural disasters? YES WE SHOULD. we're so lucky. yes? no? they lost their loved ones. please treasure your loved ones.

2004 has been great. everything that happened. those daily good mornings in class. smiles and smiles and smiles. then dreading and complaining in class. ng watching! thats the best part. taking every chance to talk. then hiding from jogging otherwise complaining! we're full of complaints and no! that should not be. then OH MY training. "i'm so tired!"

THATS JUST US HUH! two years passed THAT fast. i dunt seem to talk of my primary school like how i talk of cedar now.

school's still reOPENING. holidays are going to be over but thats good as well. half of me wants to go to school and half of me doesnt. I JUST DREAD THOSE EARLY MORNING CALLS. and for the part that i have to finish my homework on time.

one more thing. whee i love cycling and i enjoyed yesterday! it was fabulous thank you. we formed the PRO alliance. it was fun wheezing past people. and yes i love my pro alliance. haha lets all get started again! haha then when time comes everyone will be fast and we can cycle together?

nellie why you call me traitor la! )):

2004-12-28T04:37:00.000-08:00

uhhh! i am so excited!
HAPPY! (((:
hush i like the abalone nuts. ring a bell? yes? no?

shuen! oh my we had MILK TRAY. i dunt think they even know whats that. so ITS ALL OURS! even if its not it still is cause the greedy girl must have finished them. eh! i saw someone at the mrt today. HUSH! i shall not tell you. ohh my! there is cca exhibition tmr! yikes one year passed. and how many more days to 05? ah dunt ask me my brain's not working.

see how UNready i am for school to start? exactly. I SHALL BUY A LOT A LOT OF UNIFORMS TO REMIND ME school's starting. ahhh! tmr will be exciting!

i dunt need you to tell me that.

2004-12-26T02:51:00.000-08:00

returned home to take the letters out of the letterbox and yes danielle i received your letter! ((: luckily its not wet.

haha you know what. my mummy and daddy are on a TOOT fetish today. whatever they say will be followed by why you so toot ah! they're so crazy i tell you. then they pulled out two big boxes in the corner under the stack of books. and wow its so amazing the books and notes are so old. and they hold my daddy's and mummy's books from jc to uni to whatever degree and what else. haha oh my i'm so amazed by what my daddy learnt. its so difficult! i'm so proud of him! and i got two very handsome picture of him looking so cute and radiant!

whee! and we also dug out all our drawings when we were young! oh my we had a great laugh. look at my brother's drawing and look at him! haha i want to laugh kae. look at those times when we were young..

my father is mad! he goes " eh can you programme leena's handphone number in your handphone". what is this eh doesnt he speak like a crazy engineer! haha he must have decided to be clever and chim like all his books and talk like this.

2004-12-25T03:34:00.000-08:00

this's the season to be joyful
tralalala lalala

haha yayy! MERRY CHRISTMAS. yayy went out with my lovelys today. yingwai nat fia and belle! haha so nice eh. belle was late! HAHA! deserved to be scolded! yay then we were just merely being crazy la. we went to the esplanade and acted as tourists. fia and yingwai are so damn cute kae they can do THAT ACCENT so well. yingwai i still want gollum voice! haha did i mention she's in her cranky grandma's house sufferring now!

then we walked a lot. from city hall to suntec then esplanade and city link and raffles and everywhere la! yingwai went at two to collect her turkey. haha oh yeah we had missions. SO glam! haha ungodly does it sound like unglam? shrugs

hush the missions are highly secretive. and shit! we didnt manage to reach our quota and we almost got exposed in CHOCZ! so scary you know. we run away fast fast. ((:

2004-12-24T07:49:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
to natasha with love please wrap yourself up and give me as present!

HOHOHO ITS CHRITMAS TIME AND ALL THE CHRISTMAS MOOD IS BUILDING UP! i cant help it but its coming! now its really coming! ten more minutes and its officially christmas! i cant believe it! I LOVE CHRISTMAS THIS MUCH

celebrate good times
come on!

haha you know i thought back on everything and i realised how it passed like that. oh my its christmas time again! and i love all my friends! haha THIS SOUNDS WEIRD. but yes! ((((:

I LOVE CHRISTMAS! its such a splendid day and warm and everything! i love the sand below my house its so soft suddenly! probably cause its CHRISTMAS! haha we had bbq today and my mummy was so crazy and got everyone going crazy. we jumped around with the music BANGING haha and yes all the small kids had so much fun la.

2004-12-22T05:09:00.000-08:00

plant cell and animal cell. all thanks to the clever clever teacher.

christmas is round the corner! and i cant wait to see my lovelys on christmas day. is the picture better? the words can be seen right.

nostalgia. last christmas

its time time of the year again when we sit and think back. too much playing. sheena and me had a nice long talk today. and we just talked and talked about everything. how we always end up playing. no more of that?

we're going to have a small gathering at the courtyard on the first day.
lets all gang up and gag those elves so all the recipients of santa's gifts will be us. nahh thats too greedy eh! christmas trees everywhere with lightings. doesnt this give you a christmassy moods. i received many cards and they're so sweet and lovely. ((:

i'd prefer the sock.
danielle are you going to bring me your room and your bed? so i can happily bounce on them.

training tmr! its just so near christmas that i dunt care whether training is tiring or not. i like training actually. do you? we'll soon go to that period when everyone's so busy and everyone will just stay united. but its that time of the year again. one year passed and here we are thinking about how that spark flew. nahh

thats what friends are for. can see for myself who my true friends are. i dunt need the whole world cause i have them by my side and its ample. people reach and fall, no one stays at the peak, nothing lasts forever but even when all else fails, my love for my friends will remain ((:

this is the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world

santa thats my only wish this year ((:

2004-12-21T04:55:00.000-08:00

dunt forget we have a date on christmas! ((: whee i love it kae. i know i said it many times already. BUT its the time of the year again and i cant help it! HOHOHO I LOVE CHRISTMAS THIS MUCH ((:

haha natasha! who wants your brother la. how about we change brothers! they're of the same calibre. called TCHS! haha are you wee proud of them! he dunt want to tell you! haha you keep things from him too! how fun

and yes fiaboo! haha i love fia! oh no i have your tolberone la. you're such a greedy girl
NEVERMIND. IF UGLY WE HELP YOU. IF HANDSOME YOU HELP YOURSELF. IF IRRITATING WE RUN. IF DESPO WE CALL POLICE!

and you know what! danielle says on the first day of school in the morning we all go meet in the courtyard kae! haha then its like small gathering! YAY HOW FUN. hha then it'll be off to our new classes. I'M SCARED. haha i still dunt know my classmates. how late is that?

shuen! we need to bake gingerbread man very badly! haha ((: but shucks we dunt have time. THATS BAD you know. haha how you're so funny. bake 10 more in case our gingerbread man run away! shuen is so crazy i tell you.

where is yingwai after she had her steamboat! so full that she cannot think properly. yingwai you better come with us kae ((: ehh santa! please listen to me. i want everyone to be happy this christmas kae

i'm a happy girl like nat ((:

haha yay i can quote fia.
we are the PT family! ((: the king=pootey. the cow=putri. my natasha=peeyoote[beauty!] and me=pritee[pretty!]. so wonderful! hahah so stupid actually but still. hahah i am going to quote putri

*leeza. love me for a reason. let the reaon be love.
my shuenfianatboo! soHIGH says:
holy cows love sweaty armpits!

so stupid. hahah but i still love that stinking cow. ((:

haha fia i can quote you also ah!

2004-12-20T03:43:00.000-08:00

haha yayy i am so happy today's a happy day!

we looked everywhere for trix's pointed shoes!
then went to city hall to meet elaine and her friend.
then met christiana at peninsular! bought their school shoes and our big shirts.

haha then we went to j8! where trix elaine and chris cut their hair and sheena and me walked around while waiting for them! haha they looked awesome after their haircut. and today all of them were vain touching their hair now and then! i can see it ah! chris to the extend that she went to every mirror and look! haha so cute

then we went to eat sushi buffet at sakae! HAH AND GUESS WHO WE SAW. they were so amazed and kept ooohing and yaying and smiling! and they got a picture with them! tall and handsome dudes! haha who do they sound like?

i bet yuqin must be thinking of her anderson hunk! he's uncomparable to her! ooohh

then we ate happily and talked merrily! you cant believe how gay elaine chris and trix are kae! me and sheena are the best! haha chris is such a funny ass. oh my we couldnt stop laughing! and i'm still full you know. it was great! then went home with sheena! and she gave me her two minutes theory which i dunt know whether to believe anot. HAH!

2004-12-19T02:56:00.000-08:00

you know what! I HAVE A MAJOR ANNOUNCEMENT!
okay yuqin is blabbering nonsense! note that kae!

haha actually ah TSKful la she. she likes her anderson hunk! but refuses to admit. she likes people who bend low low! i know ah! dunt try to kid me.

and you know what that sheena is a lazy woman who doesnt do her hmwork. michelle has nice braces she looks so nice when she smiles. haha okay i am praising her. she'll get so big headed! jazzy! haha hows your little disease coming along! please take care of yourself ((:

i have so many things i want to say. but i forgot everything! oh yeah i tell you something. please dunt be sad anyone! santa's going to make us happy girls. then we'll get on with the new year and leave all our unhappiness behind! thats great aint it! my daddy's out of his strike! he went to buy breakfast for us this morning! how nice eh. he loves toapayoh. are you happy to hear that belle! you sure are right!

come lets all feel christmas!
and yes sushi tmr! how can i ever forget!

and yes like yuqin i like training! haha really you know. training has become so nice i wonder if it's because. nahh not. i feel happy whenever theres training now. i just feel happy! haha even if i lose every match i am still happy. even if there is a lot to do i'm still happy! shoot me! i've gone crazy

and arica dear! of course i'll so very much want to go to your new house! haha settle down there and be happy kae! then you can always come back and play swings with me! (:

2004-12-18T02:39:00.000-08:00

haha black and red! i like you know. i see i see! so damn cute. go figure that out!

1985 is playing now. (((: i like! preoccupied with 19 19 1985. yay i simply love this song la. haha had training in the morning. then went to stta to support them! haha so majestic. but yeah it was great la.

and the best thing is i saw! haha yay! i am so happy

eheh! the funny guy makes me laugh so much. haha trixie too! ohmy i think we're very mean we stand there and laugh. haha i like jh. i like zhangyining too! haha i am so looking forward to THAT.

you know i love friendly matches. they're so friendly!

i suddenly miss yingwai. haha where are you!
I MISS SHUEN! ((: SHUEN WHERE ARE YOU PLEASE COME OUT NOW! why you never come with us! i dunt care lets go out ah!

2004-12-17T03:26:00.000-08:00

haha the new year is coming all too soon
eeks i dunt want to start school! waking up so early everyday again. and by then my brother would have gone into sec school! hah i know he is scared! but thats just him la. he loves to get scared at the slightest thing

know! my father is a crazy amusing person. he is currently on a strike. yesterday he had to fetch me to training. then he still sat there and read his newspaper and refuses to budge. i was almost late. today i woke him up at 7.25 then he said so early, i still want to sleep la! then okay la. i woke him up at 7.30 then he come and say so late! how to bathe? sometimes i just dunt understand him and his weird brain! its all too funny

last christmas

tmr they have table competition. hah we cant join! thats so bad. so we are going to support them! and at night we're going to have nice dinner. yay i cant wait. and everything i hold the hope.

santa please make us happy girls.

met belle after training today and we went off to amk to meet her. haha then after taking the books we didnt meet fia cause it was too heavy!
SORRY FIA! haha but cause of this she has two large fries. too much la you! haha and christmas present. i know ah!
then we went to tp and we sat at macs and talked a lot and made christmas cards. haha so beautiful kae. and she left footprints in my book just like how i left mine in hers.

then it rained )):

2004-12-16T01:45:00.000-08:00

haha natasha says she is a mofo. like alien! haha my two lovelys are out now!

oh and you know what. trainings are the same everyday. like okay i know i'm going for training. then we do the same things over again. but its quite nice. i dunt know. for the first time i like training. maybe its because hah! that jumpy and bouncy girl. okay and they have match on saturday! we want to go watch! can training time be changed! yay support you all!

oh my! holidays are ending soon. i cant stand it. its too fast la! haha then after new years its competition period again! how fun ehs. haha not.

and fia that stinky matster according to yingwai haha is going to suntec tmr! she is over and done with her roger roger and over over nonsense already

ohh yeah! i tell you something.
seven seven seven
beckham beckham beckham.
who does this remind you of?
her house so nice!!! ((:

lets have a snuggly christmas. everyone lets party!
candy canes get me into the mood!
santa please make everyone happy so we can all be happy people!
santa thats my only wish this year

like real!
i have loads of stuffs i want. and loads of wishes. haha but nope! i'm not greedy

wheres danielle.
haven't seen her for long

2004-12-14T03:14:00.000-08:00

the chalet was hot! i am going to upload the pictures soon! haha and chestine and i! we're going to be loads richer. haha! why? its called blackmailing la!

YUQIN!!! haha why u dunt want to share peanuts with me. so sad leh!! )): i blackmail you ah

yeah chalet was eating. i love! and playing. haha i like cd spinning. that was so cute! then we bbq! and SHUEN MY BABY. haha are you happy? yeah i am sure you are. you! we're the satay gang! haha people always steal our jobs right. think we not up to satay making ah! nevermind. we go back to be our bosses kae! haha sheena! i still have your jeans. come and claim it. or it'll go into the dustbin ah. mj is so cute la! she had a nice sleep on the nice chair.

who stole our satays and chicken wings! so sad.

we played everything we can play! haha so fun ah. monopoly. murderer. and the ever so mind taxing indian poker. heart attack. bluff. everything la! to while the night away. haha and the next day we went bowling! with sheena mj lilin chestine and nellie!! ((: so fun ah. yeah its so fun. mj become pro bowler! we'll cheer for you! haha then we went to east coast to eat food! yummy! i am not big kae! listen! haha

DANIELLE!! i love danielle. haha eh! u're the only one i cant tag on! so i shall type u a fantabulous message. does that sound familiar! its you! everytime i go to your blog i see i changed my template isnt it fantabulous! means u never update! )): so go update! ((:

2 days without sleeping. i almost died

2004-12-11T19:07:00.000-08:00

Don't want to be an American idiot.
Don't want a nation under the new media.
And can you hear the sound of hysteria?
The subliminal mindfuck America.

Welcome to a new kind of tension.
All across the alien nation.
Everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow.
We're not the ones who're meant to follow.
For thats enough to argue

Well maybe I'm the faggot America.
I'm not a part of a redneck agenda.
Now everybody do the propaganda.
And sing along in the age of paranoya.

Welcome to a new kind of tension.
All across the alien nation.
Everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow.
We're not the ones who're meant to follow.
For thats enough to argue

Don't want to be an American idiot.
One nation controlled by the media.
Information nation of hysteria.
It's going out to idiot America.

Welcome to a new kind of tension.
All across the idiot nation.
Everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow.
We're not the ones who're meant to follow.
For thats enough to argue

haha! american idiot is such a cute song. i like! yay! yesterday we went grocery shopping! haha for today. you know i cant wait! took many pretty photos! haha go see go see! i got those monk slippers back! i almost jumped to the moon

2004-12-10T18:28:00.000-08:00

love me for a reason
let the reason be love ((:

all the photos went poof. they're gone
its so terrible
picture perfect! so sad. eeks i dunt like

yesterday was great. yingwai came back from japan! actually on tues. haha me and nat were so eager to meet her. materialistic brats! u know she gave me earrings that can glow. how special and yes what she claims to be natural spring water from japan. nat has got this little cute japanese doll. haha and we got loads of sweets! we went to the airport. and took with jesus on the rio! so funny. haha and we played at this corner. TSKful! it was sure fun trying to imitate

we went to payalebar? yeah. and sat at coffee bean and talked. i love ntuc! yingwai too. nat doesnt )): haha funny woman who has loads of bad habits. then we went into ahh! T H A T place which belle loves most. so huge i'm sure belle will fall in love with it and stay there the whole day marvelling at. WAH! haha I LAUGH

haha janica is bad chris too! hah i know! wahha fool till three am. haha! now i know your dirty little secret. so exciting ah! bad bad bad! TSKful haha i tell you ah! SO FOOLED! (((: yayy its so funny i can laugh my head off.

i can hardly wait for the stayover
i love pillows!
and that FOOLISH thing
i cant wait!!!

2004-12-09T18:08:00.000-08:00

I love you, you love me
Homosexuality
Come on honey, let's make a family
Two mummies and no daddy.
hah for my ever dearest natasha (((:

yingwai is back! danielle is back! ((:
cheers

haha yingwai got nice things. shant offend her. hush! dunt make noise ah. how about some snow from japan or some air from there! and that crazy silicon minosta! haha so funny! yay she has chocolates! everything lah. shall see. meanwhile shall not offend her well i dunt get anything. so clever right! hha

love me for a reason
let the reason be love

glory of love! i like. natasha likes too i know. nahh for you! green and red equals more christmas. how lovely!

yay i am going out with my lovely people later! hah can't wait!

2004-12-08T18:04:00.000-08:00

i love pillows! ((:

haha yesterday was fun we cycled! i want to cycle more more and more! mj didnt fall. she was so afraid! haha so cute i tell you. then that stupid mag went to keep ringing her bell to make us assume she's near or something. and that crazy woman kept screaming! shuen! you were so late you deserve to be slapped. then we cycle in front! haha so fun right.

i love you. you love me. haha so cute!

pretty photos ((: shall upload them soon enough. playing on the beach. hahh i love. then we went to meet mich and went to walk. haha no money to watch movie and that guy conned us of five bucks. scold him la! terrible.

oh yarh we had pokes. shuen are you proud of yourself cause i mighty am! haha i know you are. so pretty right. tell no one!

christmas is coming!
hit the lights out!

2004-12-07T04:38:00.000-08:00

whee i'm so proud of us! dunt ask me why.

ITS A SECRET!

i love my natasha! she made my picture appear! haha can you all see it now? yay

i miss you too! wheres your blog and you. you've disappeared. haha come back! ((:
nahh smile. yayy!

i like. so cool ((:

i dream not the i dream as in i dream but i dream still
i love

yikes! i still dream

2004-12-04T20:55:00.000-08:00

whats rock? rock. shitou ((: nellie i can't seem to tag your board! haha so funny but I SEE IT! so cute la

holey holes are the best thing on earth. yw and dan are coming back only next week )): come back soon. ahhh and no prc scholars and whatsoever! no no no!

not good enough for them la. just looking inferior.

nat's coming to harrass me on monday. and i'm not sure when's the match. i'm not sure of everything

tralala i am happy!

everyday brings me closer to christmas. and yayy i am going out with my aunty tonight! she's got a date with me! can't wait. everytime i go out with her i get nice food. hah! i love it man. yankee doodle! my sister is making noise again. horrible!

can you imagine next year. i want to laugh! haha

wear my ring around your neck.

2004-12-03T07:19:00.000-08:00

i'm so proud of my brother!
i should be la!
haha he came back at the airport all dressed up in his singapore jersey and track pants! how ever-so-handsome he looked! okay i'm praising him dunt let him chance upon this!

haha but i know he put on weight! well he was put up in a nice hotel with nice food unlike all those horrible toufus i had when i was there! so its unfair.
he bought me a necklace! oh yarh trust his taste la. i was expecting something worst! he anyhow choose la. haha and he bought so many watches you know. eeks so funny! then they have funny brand names like hayuxi! he's so funny i tell you! then he never bathe for two days cause the weather was too cold! hahah i laugh!

okay lets have the story behind my necklace! he and daryl went out to the hotel opposite those streets to get me that! when its so cold! i'm so touched la. but he and daryl the ever so kiddo clown had fun i'm sure! they bought so many rubbish stuffs. so many gameboy cartridges and he bought himself a soccer ball! see he is happy too ((:

he bought my grandma this lucky necklace and my aunty this funny jade thing i suppose its a necklace! how nice ((: haha tmr we're going for lunch and just family outing la! so many of that. i dream is out on radio already! so fast

all i want for christmas is you

2004-12-03T02:57:00.000-08:00

i miss danielle
i love christmas!

okay point taken!
nat is weird horrible mean
look at what she has to say at her blog! haha you are the biggest meanie on earth!
i am suffering from salt overdose. and its all her fault kae
yucks la. nat shld go and jump off her window!

haha lets see the list of things she gave me
a stinky sour cherry delight sweet. yucks la
nice sandwich made by her nice maid
cheese potato chips
two watermelon sour sweets
she's full of them
everything except water!
she'll only spare me a drip or two in her ever so horrid dirty cup.
haha then she gave me choices. eeks i got salt and pepper water. thats how horribly terrible she is. then she gave me mango pudding to make up for it! so fun ah huh huh huh!
rigidness is the cure to cancer
tasha is the meanest pig!

photos bring back memories!
you and you! harrass me ah! i got 54 missed calls and its all you'll la!
i dunt care as long as mcflurry's there!
fia loves babies as much as they love her!
gaga gooo

all i want for christmas is you

haha!
i was looking at "happy birthday leeza woman! for 6 years"
i laugh at you ah!
my entire table is so messy. please come and pack for me!
will i get my school books tmr. my mummy's bad

2004-12-02T18:18:00.000-08:00

haha danielle! u've come! eh did i tell you we did a good deed in your name and got a present for it! you want the present! ((:
haha so i'm glam! i dunt care ah. haha come sing for me! i need your singing to. perk! eeks i am freed just like you. understand! haha come swing with me! where are you going oh i know already. nahh you wunt get hijacked! i give you your good deed present and you can be rewarded handsomely. ah no i'm not sad! haha i tell you okay
THANK YOU!
okay nah great teacher yarh. no did you teach me! no you lie la. haha but still yes FOR YOU! ((: possessive you you you flood it! its okay. haha thats why i search your whole blog and theres not a tagboard in sight.

that lucky duck yingwai flew last night! and she msged me in the airport talking nonsense. the plane is a zillion times bigger than her! then she is so happy but no she miss singapore already. thats so patriotic right! i dunt believe la

without a paddle is good! tom and jerry so nice they got sexy bodies. fia is daniel small small one and the condor who is so horrid! no la he's not horrid he saved the day! yayy i love. it was foo house also! i laughed at the woman. how unglam! haha very unglam. eeks no my mcflurry was great! ((: i love it la!

have i told you i love christmas! yes i told someone last night!
how wonderful right
when people are happy for one another!
i love christmas!

2004-11-30T21:06:00.000-08:00

first december first december first december first december first december!
yucks it sounds horrible.
like so fast so fast then the holidays are going to end
but still long! haha so its good
so what day is it! eeks its singapore idols day
why are sly's fans going to wear pink!
its quite unglam right! haha
unglam! tada thats fia's brother

sophia called. everytime she call our call will get interrupted by people trying to call
thats bad.
haha she boast about going cable skiing! its so fun
and her ah beng friends so nice la
actually i still got loads of uncompleted hmwork
dribs and draps
tmr's chinese high match! eeks i dread

2004-11-29T17:46:00.000-08:00

STOP!
good morning
haha we went bowling and eating yesterday! went with yingwai tasha fiona and belle!
haha bellie bought us nice stuffs from her nice country
eeks i didnt see her braids! haha thats bad
fiona's so cute la.
ehh we are the bowlmasters la! haha the score so high you know! fiona had 211! she is crazy i tell you
but the original bowlmasters shall not be named.

then we went to seoul garden when sheena came to join us! haha
so nice i like. eeks we shoved everything into the hole!
fiona keep giving us disapproving looks!
then the guy came and open our pots. haha so embarrassing ah.
all the black stuffs everywhere. belle's the greatest culprit!

haha there's cip later and we're supposed to teach
i know shermaine loves that la.
she can finally order people around
yikes! thats bad.

2004-11-25T22:12:00.000-08:00

i dunt know if i was wrong
all i'd know is i've let you down
this kinda things dunt last
i'm sure you know
why not just put an early stop to it
i've made up my mind there's no turning back
you've been great
you deserve more than that

i'm not worth it

i'm sorry for all that i've done
it's my fault. i know it is
for all that you've done
i deserve a thousand slashes
i'm so sorry

be strong and carry on.

there are bound to be people treating you better
so much better
such pain
no redemption
hate me

this
whole
magical
fairytale
has
came
to
an
end

2004-11-24T22:19:00.000-08:00

i've got an mc!
i hate those aweful pills.
they leave a horrid after taste
and worst is they're so hard to swallow!
doctors are scary. eeks!

my grandma make me drink lots of coconuts!
she has so many coconuts kept away
haha yayy! c o c o n u t s are good
the weather's so unpredictable
so warm in the afternoon and so cold at night

i love christmas
the lights in orchard road are so nice!
its so sweet to walk the streets at night yarh
then there were these bubbles of snow
how peaceful
joy! ((:

2004-11-20T21:12:00.000-08:00

haha i'm here! eh yes sly doesn't suck la. dunt hate him daphne! haha just be angry with him
eh! i still like oli.
i love her first look just like you elvis
haha yes sly rocks yuqin ((: smile for him
eh shermaine if u asked me to go then sly will appear! so whose fault is it! you!!!! haha no la i dunt really really like sly as in really! u understand!
its fair
kenlim is voted the sexiest judge. how funny
haha come sue me!

ahh that lucky belle is in thailand now.
i know she's having fun!
sms her so many times then she come and tell me i send her sms also have to pay 60 cents. thats unfair!
go and braid ur hair up. no its too short!
yes girl i want stuffs
i'll be in nice spore waiting for you!

sheena's sick! so is janica. so is mich! ah haha take care la!
drink loads of water

last christmas brings back memories

i miss danielle and i didn't see her on beancurd day!
(((((((((((((((:
i want to see you la! appear!
alakazam

oh my table is so messy
i hate the sight of it!
quick someone help me pack.
yikes! i love my swings

my sis is talking to the beetle!
"see leeza always pretend to die one"
pauses. looks at her
"yarh larh! see see! now i touch already move and run so fast"
laughs
"stupid beetle. let you have some air first. then cover you again. dunt say i bad"

maturity

2004-11-19T18:08:00.000-08:00

wootttts! sly is so in!! he is cool la
eh i still like oli's first look! in her black framed specs and her nice nice big shirt and jeans
ahhh! so cute la

okay i have an announcement!
191104 was a memorable day for sheena and me
it's when our shoot stops growing and all the tangles untangle
the table is finally clean again
we can eat again after so long
all the hidden anger is gone!!
yayyness
friendship stars i gave her two.

last christmas i gave u my heart
the very next day you gave it away
this year to save me from tears
i'll give it to someone special

oh yarh! the class gathering was so fun kae. haha i like every moment we spent together ((((:
i smile for everyone

wohoho!

2004-11-16T04:09:00.000-08:00

tmr's camp day! there are like lots of stuff! how how! like not prepared leh! -prays. it better turn out well kae. or not thats bad!

haha i have a new visitor!! ((: hello!

yes i am so happy! imagine how fun the stayover will be la! oh my midnight shopping. late late movies. lots of vcds. grocery shopping! and the next day is class gathering! haha but coach says i gotta go training on thurs. but cannot la. ((: sorry coach. sheesh!

fia's view la! she so thick skinned ah! tsk (((: but i love fia!
tmr!
tmr sophia the wonderful person is coming to stay at my house! ((:
and natasha and yingwai and sheena
then we will be homealone! so fun right! i love it.
we shall go shopping at night and watch midnight movie!
so exciting. sophia give me army shirt!
so nice right then we can all go out in army shirts!
ehhh sophia is so cute lah got so many army shirts.
yes! i am too excited for words! (((:

yes she reminded me! the army shirt!!! i love it!

2004-11-13T21:17:00.000-08:00

i lived a life and
dreamed a dream
and loved the life
you lived with me
then in the whisper
of a breath you left,
and then I died
a death

2004-11-13T01:25:00.000-08:00

yikes! how can! i am so angry!
fia one day we'll do it too! we'll sure meet *
-winks. its our secret ahhhh!
i still want to cry
THIS IS HOW CLOSE I AM TO BOXING HER!!

enough of that
i am so bored!!
wasn't feeling well so didn't go training.
(((((: i smile still

zoozoozoo!

2004-11-10T02:26:00.000-08:00

the animals in the zoo go poopoopoo! it was great fun today kae! met sheena at serangoon. at usual she was late la! then we went to angmokio to go and buy titbits. then met sher and we went to the zoo! yucks they refused to believe me that the bus stop is the correct one. but i am correct!!
haha so we went to the zoo! lots of photos taken. lots of laughter. how fun!! then sheena stole my nice map. i cry! yikes then the animals were so lovely. its so cute! they're so cute. missed the zoo!
so we went in. sher seriously can't read maps la. she is forever getting us lost! and we realised we finished touring the whole zoo in like three hours and 26 mins and 13 seconds. haha thats cause we only visit the areas we want to see. missed out on fragile forest and all those. haha thats why we were so fast!
its so fun la. the otters so cute
when you love a woman, tell her that she's the one
tell me have u ever really. really really ever loved a woman
the zoo is the best place! finally had kfc after all those walking. haha but its superb! then the animal show so cute! the sealions are so clever la. everything also know.
ohhh i simply love the cd i have to say again
i smile for tmr ((:

((:

2004-11-09T02:49:00.000-08:00

hoho ho santa clause is coming to town soon!
training fun!
thursday no training. wednesday its time to play
haha those creepy crawlers are so disgusting!
ahh i can't seem to type properly
chocolates! my mummy's bringing for me!
my daddy got nice wedding chocolates too. ((:
yayy!
yes! tmr can wake up late!
i love codes.

missyou-

2004-11-07T19:12:00.000-08:00

i miss danny! haha finally talked to her yesterday
be strong kae!! yes no matter what
i'm behind you! everyone is
oohh the sun is shining so bright!
i need to go to the library!
davinci code is such an amazing book! its horribly awesome!!
all the missing pieces fit in so nicely!
give me some candies!
i smile ((: